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[Oct. 22nd, 2009|12:11 pm] |
Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful is a yaoi that revolves around the concept that sex can be seen as something "dirty" or ugly. In the graphic novel, this guy Akio believes that sex is dirty and that is why he is unable to fall in love with someone since sex is tied to love and passion.
His partner later tells Akio that usually after something dirty like sex, comes something beautiful, love and passion.
Hmm this would make a good concept to include in a novel or something :-D |
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| AZ Fetish Ball 2009 |
[Oct. 11th, 2009|04:35 pm] |
Whips, ropes, and gags were all that and more when I went to the 2009 Arizona Fetish ball last night. I was joined by two of my dearest friends Chrissy and Owen. Chrissy wore an outfit that looked as if it came right from the 1920's and Owen was her mafia boss boyfriend. What I wore to the ball was almost exactly is on my facebook profile pic. Nothing too extravagent.
Tickets to the festival were $25 at the door, more if you went VIP. Upon entering the place, you have to go through security and be patted down blah blah blah. Alright, since we got through the boring part, let's move on to the fun stuff!
ATMOSPHERE
Dark and it wasn't because of the mood lighting. There were two floors to this place. The first floor was where the band was. The music was okay. More like violent screams. Not the typical "I-want-to-dance-like-I-was-making-love-to-you" music. From the second floor i could see that there was a constant group of people standing right near the stage watching the bands scream like hell. At one point, people started moshing when I was near the stage. If it weren't for Chrissy, I could have been trampled.
What I noticed was that the people who dressed up in the most elaborate of costumes were the nicest folks one would talk to. There was this chick who wore a feathered bra and had a chicken head. She was very friendly and let us take pictures with her. There were also the girls who worked at Fascinations giving out free gifts. One girl let Chrissy grab a free Fascinations gift card from her garter and Chrissy had to use her mouth. That was nice :)
That same fascinations girl also did a drive by poke later in the evening. She quickly poked me and chrissy on the thigh and dashed off into the darkness.
Costumes
Some people were wearing black flowing capes and this one guy actually dressed up as the Dark Knight. Others wore deep red corsets that gave the classic hourglass shape. Men were dressed as women heavy in make up and high hells, where the women wore pasties and a pair of underwear.
Shows
There was the crappy band like previously mentioned. Other highlights include a show with a few nuns punishing themselves for their sins. Basically they frolicked on stage seductively smacking each others bums with a "bible". Chrissy, Owen, and I met up with one of Chrissy's friends and I think one of them had to excuse himself (go back to the table and not stand with us near the front of the stage) because he got a bit excited...if you know what i mean...I don't blame him, the three chicks did get a rise out of me too!
Later we saw a fashion show sponsered by who else...fetishball.com!!!! The fall fetish fasion girls all were beautiful. One girl wore a tattooed dress, and another girl wore a straight jacket dress with straps hanging from her shoulder. My favorite fall fashion girl was the lolita. She had the umbrella, matching dress, and hair accessories! i remember yelling and pointing to Chrissy, "I want to be that one day!" Now I know where to get the ensamble haha. Too bad I don't have pics of anything though
Venues
Fascinations (got a few condoms and a gift card from the lovely girls. Chrissy and Odie got $90 worth of gift cards and 1 condom because Chrissy stuffed one of her male friends pockets with condoms earlier and forgot to ask for them back)
Pure romance who sell products to heighten pleasure of course! lol (I went to a party once. All i can say that there was a lot of tasting and testing and tits since it was only a party for females teehee)
Fetishball.com
Rocky horror picture show- I've never been to one but want to go...REALLY BAD
a fairy dedicated booth- booth was filled with fairy themed things like fairy chokers, wallets, bracelets, and WINGS!
CONCLUSION
I'd go again next year |
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| A Drive home |
[Sep. 12th, 2009|02:37 pm] |
On the way home, Jason and i started to talk about our crushes. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw him blush as he talked about who he thought was the cutest guy. I've never seen him blush that way I don't think. It was a nice change.
Switching topics
To my dear dear Jesse,
You wanted me to write about you so now I am. in a way I want to be happily married with two kids and a house with a white picket fence. Although, I understand that I have this burning desire to explore like sleep with a woman. Therefore, I'll keep living my life and you can live yours. Enough with this feeling of jealousy because in the end our goals will be met.
-End of emo rant. |
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| Job hunting and scams |
[Sep. 8th, 2009|02:53 pm] |
Today I received a call from an unknown person. Here's how the convo went down
her: Hello, may i speak to Lena Le please?
me: *thinking, i don't know you and i don't want to waste gaming time so i lied* No but can i take a message?
her: yes. My name is xxx from some company and I'm calling regarding her recent resume submission.
me: okay, i'll let her know. thanks. bye
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In the middle of gaming and youtube watching, I did some investigating. The woman that called was from National Management an organization that is assumed to train people for business management or so the website says. I wanted to know more because just by viewing that link left me with an unsatisfying feeling so what did i do, google more!
I ended up finding out that National Management was associated as a scam The company does not train people in business management but it's a fragance selling thing. Yeah not interested in selling and i don't have a car to drive every where haha
There ya go. I saved myself from a scam 'cause I could lie better than them. |
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| funny things i've said to Bryan |
[Jul. 12th, 2009|02:08 am] |
Lately I've noticed that when I'm writing random stuff online, I am pretty effing funny. I'm trying to incorporate my online humor to my friends and family whom I meet face to face.
My first experiment was with Bryan. Here is how it went. We were watching "Who Wants to be a Millionaire"- Newlywed special. The couple that was on this show had a unique style of calling each other pet names. Some of their terms of endearments were Pecans, pistachios, and assorted vegetables and animal names.
Then i chimed in by telling bryan that i call him pet names too. I gave him examples like...
Cow
Jackass
Pig
He just stared at me. I don't know why... |
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| my activities w/in the last hours |
[Jun. 15th, 2009|09:49 pm] |
1. i present a little skit staring bryan and me.
me: i'm hungry but i don't know what to snack on.
bry: well okay let's check the fridge. *Looks in fridge and starts to rattle off edible stuff*
me: eh i'm not feeling it
bry: well what do u want?
me: your cock?
bry: OKAY!
7 and 1 ORGASM LATER...
me: *BURP* mmm excuse me! teehee
2. Some ass hat sent me spam so I registered him to an online gay website. His username is friendofdorthy shoot him a message if you see him around :-D
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| Musings |
[Apr. 24th, 2009|02:06 am] |
I'm sorry journal. I know I haven't written to you in a while.
School: Done
Work: professional bum seeking for a better job opportunity. Right now I'm looking to work or volunteer at planned parenthood :)
Family: Sister was stung by a scorpion the other day. It was kind of bad. i had to call 911/fire department/ poison control. I enjoyed taking care of her if it was only for a day heh
relationship: Still going. Bryan and I have recently celebrated our 3rd year anniversary. A few of my friends are pressuring us to get married. I'm glad that none of them are pushing us to have kids lol.
romantic life: Still need to get on BC. In other news, I took oxycodone as a pain killer since i had my wisdom teeth pulled out a few weeks ago. Oxycodone made sex enjoyable like REALLY good but not as good as when the drug wears off and a massive headache from hell comes.
Thoughts on life: If there was an accident and a child is born, please let the kid know that they are loved. Be honest too! |
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| Harry potter all grown up |
[Dec. 16th, 2008|11:40 am] |
What is up with child actors growing up and then posing nude? Are they trying to tell the world that they're all grown up and need validation?
*hypothetical situation*
Oh yes, I remember you in that one movie. You were a cute kid back then. Oh wait what's this? I see you on Playboy as a centerfold! Wow, I've seen you've grown up then! My image of you being a cute little kid is now filled with dirty adult thoughts, thank you!
Daniel Radcliff is no exception.
http://images.hollywoodgrind.com:9000/images/2007/2/harrry_full.jpg (NSFW)
Oh yes, I want to ride that! |
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| Cherry Garcia |
[Dec. 7th, 2008|05:54 pm] |
For my very special ice cream flavored named guy and everyone else who reads this :)
What I have been eating...
POCKY! It's so yummy. Google if you don't know what i'm talking about hehe
What am I watching now...
Braveheart
Relationship status...
Engaged...engaged in more than conversation...;) lol Actually, the bf and i are still together after over 2 and a half years of wonderful bliss :-D
What was my last dream about?
Uh... i was seduced by Bobby Lee from madtv in a thong...yeah that was odd lol
What was the highest number of orgasm achieved?
24+? i stopped counting long ago.
Time to finish up watching braveheart heh |
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| For Jason |
[Jun. 2nd, 2008|12:10 pm] |
On being bisexual....
I am bi and proud. I do not want to screw everyone and anyone under the sun. With that in mind, I have found a girl who likes me back. She's taller than me by a lot and part Latina. Sounds perfect right? Wrong! She has a boyfriend. Although, it's not that bad because now I'm close with her and her bf. I miss her already. A part of me longs for her yet, another part of me is dedicated to the love of my life Bryan. On that note...
Sex anyone?
The secrets to great sex. Practice makes perfect and sex feels absolutely wonderful when you're doing it with someone you love. NO DUH! lol
Anyways, what i've accomplished after graduation
-Threesome
-foursome/ orgy (You can probably guess who was involved by what was written above lol)
-15 orgasms in a day
- New place to do it on. (i made the bf relax on the couch while i rode him silly. He finished off in no time. I'm proud lol)
Time to earn monies...
I am poor. Graduation left me in debt...not really but i have loans to pay. Since graduation, I've been bumming around. Frankly I need to stop that and get motivation to finish my resume. It needs to be done before i go job hunting. Note to self FINISH RESUME!!!!
Love,
The one
PS. Happy Birthday Lauren. You're birthday party was fantastic. It was fun seeing bryan kiss another man! (Now you're all wondering WHAT?! We played spin the bottle) |
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| Random memory... |
[May. 23rd, 2008|11:04 pm] |
It's rather emo for a first time post for a long time but i felt it was written beautifuly :) Enjoy [COPIED AND PASTED FROM AN AIM CONVERSATION]
OHHHHH there's another story
see i don't need a psychiatrist, i have you guys lol
i dated a white guy who's a year older than me during high school. We were physically into each other. We made out in the halls, and cuddled during lunch time with our friends. We dated three months. Errr i fell in love with his writing and nothing else. First mistake.
Years after our break up, I was bored one day and we met again freshmen year of college. He invited me to his house... to his room. We watched a really racey movie. Before that, when i entered his house... it was a mess. I had a bad vibe but pressed on
after the movie, we felt each other up. He was the first one who touched and carassed my body in a sensual way.
10:57 PM
we were passionatly kissing and things were getting hot. Suddenly he took my hands and forced me down his pants. my hand curled up and i tried to resist. I wasn't ready to touch a man's privates yet...
His lips were pressing hard against mine so i wasn't able to speak and say no... only small murmurs escaped.
My hands gradually was forced down his crotch... i started to panic once i felt what i understood at that time was his pubes.
i don't remember what happened next or how it stopped but nothing serious happened afterwords... i'm sure
Moral of story: It made me fear male genalia for a while. Imagining a big piece of man flesh plowing into my body brought incredible fear and pain |
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| Rapage |
[Apr. 14th, 2008|12:51 pm] |
I was bitten today.
I was bitten by a mosquito today.
Where was I bitten?
On the left.
On the left boob. |
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| Earth, Wind, Fire, and Air |
[Mar. 7th, 2008|10:12 am] |
On today's LJ entry, we read as Bryan shares his ideas about the great out doors and romance.
Me: So when camping, how would you build a fire?
Bryan: Put a lot of wood in it.
*some time later*
Me: *in coy voice* How would you keep a fire going in a romantic relationship?
Bryan: Put a lot of wood in it.
Thank you for reading :) |
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| Happy Birthday sweetheart |
[Feb. 27th, 2008|10:38 am] |
Today is Feb. 27th, 2008. Today marks a monumental day for one man and that man is my boyfriend, Bryan! Yes, today, is the bf's 21st birthday. YAY FOR HIM
This weekend we'll celebrate this special occasion because he has class today and stuff. booo ... it sucks i know heh
Not breaking my usual habit, i have provided a picture of the bf in his best :)
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| Are you a virgin? |
[Feb. 26th, 2008|11:21 am] |
Odd how when i was younger i would ask my peers if they were virgins or not. Then when i lost mine, i stopped asking my friends.
Now I ask, why are you STILL a virgin? |
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| Odd cravings |
[Feb. 4th, 2008|10:52 am] |
It could be febrauary or it could be something in the air but i have an odd craving. My addiction stopped for a while but i hunger for it more and more as time goes on. The gut of my stomach yearns for the happy feelings that spark when i get what i want.
My god, why do I want to watch porn of a sudden?
I mean I do have sex on a regular basis but why do i still want to watch porn? Maybe it's the mesmorizing motions that i get lost in. Maybe, I'm like the bf in that while we're doing it, i need to see our bodies slide against each other in rythm. Hmmm... as u can see, i'm thinking while i right this...at work.
Also i have noticed that i like gay porn.. no not girl on girl action, more like ... u know two guys playing with their lightsabers porn.
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I also learned that Eva from MGS 3 or 2, i dunno ..but she is really hot. Girls do get me off. The bf doesn't mind if i imagine other woman on top of me other than him while we're in bed. I'm going to use that to my advantage lol. Hmm, i wonder what his reaction would be when i call out girls' names in bed.
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Creamy nipples
I said i'd talk about creamy nipples, and here it is. A while ago, the bf and I had whipped creme. We sprayed it all over our body. I placed a few sprits on the bf's nipples. A few licks later, good times were had. The bf told me that the creme felt "cold" and felt "funny". Well he's a pansy. SUCK it up bitch! lol
The end
PS. I don't usually have anyone to talk about my sexual adventures to so here is everything in one spot. I apologize if you're confused...because i'm a bit confused myself heh.
OH we used a dental dam for the first time. It was like putting surran wrap around ur mouth, and licking a popsicle with it on lol. Although, i don't think popsicle is a good slang for my girly bits.... |
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| I'll read your entry after you post.... |
[Jan. 29th, 2008|02:03 pm] |
Dear Julie,
I am writing this journal to you and to other readers out there but mostly to you. It was a pleasure meeting you in person. My eyes didn't hurt nor did my face burn from your intense radioactive beauty.
Do you remember the time when we went to Chili's and ate stuff? Yeah, I remember like it was an hour ago when you slurpped soup, the boyfriend nibbled on his chicken, and I chomped on my salad. Ah fun times.
Great convos were had like that one time when you realized you were left handed like Bryan. *CRIES* I felt so alone at that moment being the only right handed person at the table and all!!! Actually, i am ambidextrious... (swings boths ways when writing).
There will be no formal conclusion yet. Will write one soon. Time for class... BOOO!!! lol |
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| Mac issues |
[Jan. 18th, 2008|01:22 pm] |
Here is where I try to convert Mac into Windows. Yes to all you computer users, i do swing both ways ;). Links shown below are free.
1. Need to find a paint program similiar to MS. paint
Found here: http://paintbrush.en.softonic.com/mac
2. Find a program that plays WMP streaming vids
Found here: http://www.videolan.org/vlc/
3. Download Firefox
*General links for Macs
http://www.opensourcemac.org/
If anyone has other helpful links pertaining to what I have said, share them please? lol Thanks folks! |
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| First day of school |
[Jan. 14th, 2008|07:37 am] |
Stupid bastards. Maybe ASU wants me to graduate as soon as possible because right now it's sucking so bad. There is no yahoo or AIM on the pc's any more. Maybe i should check the mac's when i get the time sigh...
Let's see what else has happened. Well i forgot my watch at home that's always fun and ooo my laptop is now sitting at home with low batteries lol.
On slightly happier news, I have recently watched awesome-tastic gay films such as Eating Out and Eating Out 2: Sloopy seconds. Both movies can be seen at the website, alluc.org. I viewed these movies with my hetero bf and he loved them, so did I lol. The basic premise of Eating out is about this hetero male pretending to be something that he's not in order to go out with this girl. Similarly, Eating out 2 is about more people being something they are not just to either get into someone's pants or please others like the parents. I enjoyed both films because they are both revealing and have their own special moments. Like in "eating out 2", one of the leading male actors can be seen naked.... HUGE PENIS... well i don't know if it was real but OMG, swawing sagging balls... mmmm.
Go watch the films now! |
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